== WHY BORING SADHANA ==
Namaskar,
Every sadhaka is aware that the repetition of our ista manta is based on
the divine idea that the individual mind of the unit being can become one
with the vast ocean of that Cosmic mind. So our mantra japa has tremendous
meaning and is part and parcel of our spiritual cult.
Here and there however, some lose sight of the greater meaning of their
ista mantra and instead get stuck up in a literal meaning. This below story
where one of our esteemed acaryas was doing a lesson review with one margii
follows this pattern.
STORY: 'THE SMILING SADHAKA'
At dharmacakra, one acarya told this following story about his own
experience when doing a lesson review with on youth.
One time a margii university student approached this acaryaji and requested
him to do a lesson review. As that is one of the chief duties of our wts,
the acarya wholeheartedly attended to this request.
So the acarya reviewed various aspects of that sadhaka's meditation,
including his ista mantra. And everything seemed fine so then they both sad
down for sadhana, sitting a short distance from one another.
After some time, the acarya opened his eyes and looked over at the young
sadhaka to see how everything was going. And he noticed that the student
was broadly smiling while doing sadhana.
Gently the acarya walked over to inquire about the student's meditation.
And the acarya said, 'I noticed that you are smiling in your sadhana, are
you repeating your ista mantra'.
Then the student very sincerely told, 'Yes I am repeating my ista mantra,
and I am smiling because that is the meaning of the mantra'.
Then the acaryaji requested, 'Tell me what mantra you are repeating'.
Then in quick fashion the student told his mantra. And the fast way in
which he spoke it, the mantra sounded just like the Hindi word for smiling.
Then the student very sincerely told, 'So I am just doing what the mantra
says to do-- that is why I am smiling in my meditation'.
And then at that point acaryaji understood exactly what the student's
problem was. Instead of understanding that the devotional meaning of the
mantra is related with the divine idea of calling out to Parama Purusa,
instead of that the boy was just taking the mantra too literally. And in
his innocence the student was repeating the mantra and literally taking it
to be one Hindi word meaning 'smiling'.
So he could not link up with the proper ideation of the mantra.
Instead with this overly literal meaning, the boy was just following what
the mantra said to do. That is why he was smiling doing sadhana.
At that point the acarayaji gently guided the youth in the proper
direction. He told, 'Do not think of the mantra in such a literal way that
it just turns into one common Hindi word meaning smiling. Literally
repeating the mantra in that parrot-like fashion will not work. Rather when
you do your sadhana then when you inhale repeat the first syllable of the
mantra and think about yourself. And then when you exhale with full
devotional feeling repeat the second syllable of the mantra and ideate on
merging into Parama Purusa. This of ideation must be followed when
repeating your mantra-- this is the of proper ideation. And when sincerely
following this approach then your sadhana will be successful.'
Thereafter, when the youth returned to his meditation he properly followed
this approach and his sadhana naturally flowed in a deeply devotional
rhythm-- as he repeated his mantra and linked with Parama Purusa each and
every breath.
BABA'S SPECIAL EXPLANATION
In His unique discourse, 'The Stance of Salvation and How to Attain It',
Baba guides us about what can happen when one takes the meaning of their
mantra too literally.
On page 84 of SS-18 (1992 Edn), Baba explains how one sadhaka was repeating
the mantra 'Rama'. The first syllable was 'Ra' and the second was 'Ma'.
But the meditator was thinking too literally about each of the syllables.
So instead of ideating on the divine concept of merging in the vastness of
Parama Purusa, i.e. Rama, instead of that the sadhaka just became bored
with the literal sound of each syllable of their mantra-- Ra & ma.
In that boredom, the sadhaka could not keep their mind fixed on the
syllables of the mantra. So when repeating 'Ra', the sadhaka was thinking
about 'ma' and when repeating 'ma' he was thinking about 'ra'. In that way
the sadhaka totally reversed the entire mantra. And instead of thinking
about the divine idea of 'Rama', the sadhaka reversed the syllables and was
literally repeating 'mara'-- which means death.
This all happened because the sadhaka took the process of repeating the
mantra too literally. And in that way the mind could not sustain any
psychic or devotional flow. Just it got stuck in the literal repetition of
each of the syllables.
WHAT SHOULD BE OUR APPROACH
We should not allow such things to happen to us in our meditation.
Sometimes we see in sadhana shivir programs that some sadhakas get bored or
start falling asleep in their meditation. Sometimes this happens at our
various AMPS functions. In most of these cases, the sadhaka is unable to
link up with the expansive idea of their mantra. Rather than getting bored
and literally repeating each syllable of the mantra, we should just repeat
the mantra with the full thought of Parama Purusa in our mental plate.
It is just like when one baby repeats 'mama'. The whole time the baby is
yearning for its mother. It is not thinking of the literal meaning of 'ma'
on the first syllable and then the literal meaning of 'ma' on the second
syllable. This is not the way the baby's mind is working-- not in that
literal fashion. Rather with wholehearted love and yearning the baby is
ensconced in the idea of mother and crying out 'mama...mama...mama'. And by
that way the baby gets its mother.
Similarly, in our sadhana we should devotionally ensconce the mind in
Parama Purusa and use the mantra as a means to call out to Him. This is our
devotional approach in sadhana-- thus permanently ending the problem of
boredom in sadhana. This is Baba's divine teaching.
BABA'S BLESSING
By Baba's divine grace and by ideating on Him when we do our mantra japa,
then one will reach that pinnacled point.
Baba says, "Be established in Parama Purusa...come in contact with the
universal flow of divine nectar...for a sa'dhaka, the most valuable thing
is his ista mantra. With the help of the ista mantra and his personal
incantation, a sa'dhaka will attain enlightenment." (SS-18, p.95)
Namaksar,
Dharmaviira
What if some margiis also have love for Krsna and Shiva.
ReplyDeleteThen wouldn't the Prabhata Samgiita's about Krsna and Shiva be for these margiis also? Or is only Baba allowed to to give respect and appreciate Krsna and Shiva in Ananda Marga Philosophy?
The source of the misunderstanding is that Anonymous is confusing the terms: Love, respect, appreciation.
ReplyDeleteThe three are not synonymous.
As Ananda Margiis we must have maximum respect and appreciation for Lord Krsna and Lord Shiva.
At the same time, we are devotees and disciples of Baba. Our whole devotional flow (i.e. love) should directed towards Him.
We sing His name in Kiirtan, we ideate on His image in dhyana, and we do Guru Sakash and 2nd lesson thinking of Him.
Similarly, when we sing Prabhat Samgiita then we should sing those songs which channelise all our love to Him.
Becuase Baba is the Father of all humanity and not just the Guru of Ananda Margiis, He has included songs about Lord Krsna and Lord Shiva in His PS collection in order to address the desires of those non-Margiis who are followers of those other Taraka Brahmas , i.e. Shiva and Krsna.
But for true Ananda Margiis, we should only sing for Baba.
In kiirtan we sing Baba Nam Kevalam, not Hari Krsna. And Prabhat Samgiita we are to sing and ideate on Baba, not Krsna or Shiva.
Hopefully the point is now clear for you as this is an importabt aspect of cultivate one-pointed devotion for Baba.
Respectfully,
Sanjay