From: "Manindra Deva"
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Date: 18 Jan 2012 22:53:06 -0000
Subject: Feeding From Distance
Baba
"Sukhe ele na'ko, shoke sa'ntvana' dite ele..." (PS 3091)
Purport:
Baba, when I was feeling happy and content that time You did not
come. Those days I was so enamoured with myself and I was so
involved in my own glory that I did not even think to call You. So
You did not come. But when I lost all that happiness and when I
become drowned in my sorrows of self pity and when I was suffering
and overwhelmed by various problems, then by Your grace You
immediately came and consoled me. Baba in that desperate moment You
graciously relieved me of my grief. Baba, I did not ever feel that
You are mine. In this life I was always suffering from the vanity
and ego of my own I-feeling. Those days I was thinking that 'I am
everything'. Due to my ego I did not accept You as the Supreme One--
as my Goal. I did not take You as that most loving One who can solve
all my problems; I did not surrender at Your feet. Baba, even then
by Your grace You advented deep inside my heart and became mine. And
now I understand that You are ever helpful and that You remain with
me always.
Baba, those days when I was overwhelmed by that severe suffering, I
did not outrightly tell You about my problems. I did not openly say
anything. I did not express my pain to You. But because You are
ever-present in my heart and because You are my eternal shelter,
with Your infinite compassion You fully understood the desperate
state of my mind-- You understood my sorrow. And by Your grace You
instantly poured Your eternal sweetness and love. By Your grace You
filled my whole existence with Your divine bliss.
Baba, due to my ego and vanity I could not recognise you. You were
showering huge grace on me but I could not recognize that. I thought
that due to my own qualities everything was happening. In those
happy times I could not recognise You. Only did I begin to recognise
You in my sorrow.
Baba, in my state of terrible suffering, when the mountain of misery
started falling on my head, then all my friends left me. I was all
alone. When I was happy then they were along with me but when I
became sunk in misery all those friends disappeared. Baba, You are
the exact opposite. When I was sunk in woe then by Your grace You
immediately came and removed all my pains and troubles. Baba You
bathed me in Your infinite love. Filling my I-feeling with Your
bliss, You surrounded me each and every second. Baba, You showered
Your grace and saturated my heart.
Baba, You are so gracious. You are love Personified. You have done
everything for me. Baba, I surrender at Your alter...
== FEEDING FROM DISTANCE ==
Namaskar,
In light of the ongoing muddle of groupism, many are turning towards
their service projects as their main interaction with the
organisation. This is true for both margiis and wts. Of course we
all know that we must not ignore the rage of groupism and just
resort to some goody-goody life. So the troubles of groupism must be
tackled by one and all. At the same time as we engage in our service
projects, here are a few things for us to think about.
We all know that service projects are an integral part of AM life.
Yet how they are to be built up and how they are to be maintained is
not always easy to know. Should the money come from afar or locally?
Plus to what degree are financial donors responsible for ensuring
their money reaches the mark. These are but a few of the many
important questions and considerations. Here following then are
Baba's important guidelines regarding how to build and maintain
service projects.
INITIAL QUERY
How far is external monetary support helpful in any project where
local people are not involved? Or what happens when a project is
totally dependent upon donations from outsiders? We can gain insight
into this by looking at the history of Ananda Marga and the general
society also.
HUMAN BODY AND MEDICINE ANALOGY
In one discourse Baba says that no structure can survive only
depending on external help. Baba gives the example that if anybody
is sick and you go on medicating him by external medicine injection,
and if the body does not have its own vitality to pick itself up,
then that external medicine is not going to work. External medicine
is only helpful when the body is responding.
Or in other words, to give strength to the internal system of the
body, some external medicine is needed sometimes. And that medicine
does not do anything on its own; it just helps the internal system
to pick itself up. In the case of a dead body where the internal
system is completely defunct, then external medicine cannot help. If
you go on giving medicines to one dead body, it will be useless.
100% EXTERNAL SUPPORT WILL NOT WORK
It is well known in the Indian history that there was a very big
university in Nalanda'. The name was - Nalanda' Vishvavidya'lay. It
was situated in Bihar. As long as the area was ruled by Buddhists,
then that university worked fine. Means, that university was
completely dependent upon donation from outsiders and from the King.
The local public was not involved. So when the kingdom changed
rulers, then antisocial elements set the university on fire. And in
the library, hundreds of thousands of books were there. Nobody cared
about those things and the whole campus and buildings were burned
one after another. It took several months to go on burning. Local
people were apathetic. So this is one factual history.
So in India we can see hundreds of abandoned mosques and churches
which are lying uncared for, since ages. They were running well when
they were getting donations from the Mogul King, or Britishers. But
when the kingdom changed and donations stopped, then the places
became abandoned.
LOCAL SUPPORT NEEDED
And other side, those mosques and churches which were supported by
the public, they are still running fine. Or even better is that the
Ashram system did not get rooted out during the Moghul or British
rule because all the while the public supported the ashram system.
So the conclusive idea is that if any project is run by or dependent
on external support, then their fate is dark.
Thus on this very point, Baba's policy is not to take support from
outside. Local people should be inspired to contribute and help the
local projects. Otherwise they will not feel oneness with the
project. And in most of the cases they will feel irritation. Or they
will try to take away or root out the projects.'
WHEN THE PUBLIC IDENTIFIES WITH A PROJECT OR
NOT
Another important example is that within Bihar there are thousands
of schools situated in the small villages. And initially the
government was granting money for the construction of their
buildings. Thus with total help from the government, school
buildings were made.
But villagers did not feel closeness with the project. They were
thinking that "This is an outsider project", or that "this is a
government building. This is not my building."
Keeping this view in their mind, they did not like to protect that
building. Not only that, after some time it was found that those
windows from the buildings disappeared. Some villagers had stolen
them and were using in their house. After some time, the roof was
also taken away, and used somewhere. This is not the tale of one or
two places-- Hundreds of places are like that.
The overall theme being that when the local public thinks of
something as a government building, then at first they don't feel
closeness. They think it is others', not mine. And they misuse it or
destroy it.
So this problem was going on for a long time. Then under pressure of
circumstances the local government changed the plan. That, the
building will be constructed by the villagers. And teachers will be
supplied by the government. 50% share villagers should give. So when
villagers with their own contribution made their house, then they
protected that. And the program was successful.
BABA'S SPECIAL TEACHING:
LOCAL DONATION IS A PLEDGE OF THE HEART
On the point of external vs local help for AM projects, once Baba
was giving guideline to all WTs. He told that "You must collect
donation from the local public for the jagriti. Whatever money they
are giving, that does not have only monetary value. But something
more they are giving. If some person gives you donation of one
paisa/penny, then with that one paisa that very poor person gives
the sympathy of his heart to you/to your project or jagriti,
childrens home etc. And if antisocial elements will try to destroy
that project or jagriti or school, those who have given their
donation, they will protest. And if donation has come exclusively
from outside, and if the jagriti is set on fire by antisocial
elements, then the villagers will not be so much affected."
Baba further told, "But if the villagers' money is also involved as
a donation in constructing that jagriti, then they will think in
their heart that THEIR property is getting destroyed. And they will
immediately come forward and protect the property of the jagriti and
protest against the negative people."'
Thus the basic fact is that to erect some building or project, local
support is highly essential. Otherwise the fate of that project is
in dark in the future. Suppose if money has come from outside, and
local people are not feeling oneness with the project, then in most
of the cases, they will feel detached. They will not save the
building. And in many special cases, they will destroy that
building-- Or hut, or whatever it may be.
That's why we have seen, in the case of our jagriti or any such
construction, where local people did not contribute and money came
from outside, then that project could not flourish.'
WHEN TO TAKE HELP FROM OUTSIDE AREAS
The question can also be raised that is there any occasion when we
should get or accept help from outside-- from other countries?
And Baba's guideline is that in the case of a big disaster like an
earthquake, cyclone, flood etc, when a huge population is highly
affected, that is a special case. That time external help is highly
needed. But for making a local project or some jagriti building or a
school, external help is not needed.
DO PRACARA AND SERVICE SIMULTANEOUSLY
Next scenario: If local people are not there, or if they are all
non-margiis, then what should we do?
Baba says that first we should create margiis. And then immediately
start the project. Side by side both the works will go. Without
taking help from local people, if anyone does anything that will
prove to be hopeless. One will not have any sentimental support from
local people. Rather they will think that he is an outsider, or that
he doesn't belong to them.
Because of all these reasons, Baba always emphasizes to do pracar
among the local people. And one more related point is there. Doing
pracar only among the outsider communities or migrant people, is not
going to serve the purpose of Ananda Marga.
SERVE THE LOCAL PEOPLE
A critical case is that of Africa, where mostly Indian businessmen
are occupying the money and political sources. And some WTs because
of their ignorance or selfish interest, they focus on propagating AM
among Indian businessmen who are living in Africa. But Baba was not
happy in this situation. Baba used to emphasize and always take
report about how many local people have been created.
One Dada was once telling in Africa at an Orange Farm, initially the
project was made with external help, and it was a serious problem.
Local people used to always come and take away/steal all the
materials. And such example is not one or two. Hundreds of cases
happened. We should take lesson.
THE SPECIAL CASE OF ANANDA NAGAR
External help was needed only, to build up Ananda Nagar. Because
Ananda Nagar is our global headquarters. To make Baba's Quarter or
road or rotunda, the local public is not going to help. Because they
do not have direct interest in that. That's why Baba inspires one
and all, all around the globe, to contribute for Ananda Nagar. That
was the special case.
MUST GET LOCAL HELP
But in all the reportings which various workers attended since 1978
to '90, it became clear that Baba used to emphasize getting anything
and everything done using the local help.-- Margiis and non-margiis
are needed: Both. And then only, AM will flourish and school or any
medical unit, projects, will be established. Permanently. Otherwise,
feeding from the long distance is not going to help. We should take
lesson from the past history.
WHAT SOME REVIEW
There are two points here. First thing, each and every sector has
their own problems and according to Baba's system, it is the duty of
the margiis that they should take care about the local unit and
their own sector. And that is their foremost duty. Neglecting one's
own unit and helping others for the sake of name and fame, this is
not a good tradition. And the second point is that taking external
help is not going to solve the problem permanently. For making a
school building, local people must come forward.
A POINT FOR COMMON CONSIDERATION
Ananda Marga itself is a proof, at present we have several hundred
Ananda Marga schools in India, and 99.9% of them have been made by
local contribution. And there are also many examples of Bengal where
a school building has been made by external donation. And common
people destroyed it and set it on fire. But many places in Bengal
are also there, where local people were inspired to help and they
are donating and protecting those things. Surely it is the duty of
we margiis that we should think carefully, how far their money can
be utilized in a better way.
Baba says, "O human beings, frame the social structure considering
the needs of humanity. Do not try to do anything for your petty
personal and group interests..." (SS-1, Ch.1)
Namaskar,
Manindra
Note 1: WHAT WE SHOULD DO -- OUR
RESPONSIBILITY
And another point is that if we are the ones donating to a far
distant service project and if due to mishandling of funds our money
does not reach there, then according to Baba's teaching about tapah
we are also to blame-- not just the crooked thief who captured our
money. We also will incur negative samskara. Of course this is just
a hypothetical situation, yet the point remains that the
responsibility also lies with the donor. That is why intelligent
margiis give to local projects where they can ensure that everything
is proper and the money is going in the right direction. Then of
course by this way the common public will also get inspired to
donate because everyone likes to be part of a winning project. At
the same time we should demand that there be transparency of the
financial books-- ie proper accounting. And like this there are
numerous points regarding service projects and financial
contributions etc. Please also share your ideas on this important
topic.
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Solution
Baba says, "This has been our failing: that we neglected the
spiritual faculties of human life, we neglected the cardinal
spiritual points of life. If we are interested today in the
welfare of this beautiful universe, we should try more and more to
accelerate the speed of spiritual progress. If the acceleration of
spiritual progress becomes tremendous, then not only in the human
world, but also in the physical, psychic and spiritual spheres of
the entire world -- and not only of the entire animate world, but
of both the animate and inanimate worlds -- there will be
tremendous progress. And this is what we want. Now we are
anxiously waiting for that crimson dawn on the eastern horizon."
(AFPS-5)
Note: Generally people do not realise this very thing which Baba
has explained above. To understand this fully it needs agraya'
buddhi (pointed intellect). Only those who are blessed sadhaka can
understand that sadhana is the panacea.
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