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Another Kind of Leech

Date: Mon, 05 Jan 2009 23:02:12 -0000 To: From: Subject: Another Kind of Leech Baba "A'ma're dekhe calecho prabhu more pu'n'ya phale..." (PS 4477) Purport: Baba, because of the virtue of having Your grace, I can feel that You are so close and that You are looking at me all the time. Baba, You are with me each and every moment, in the brilliant effulgence and in the cimmerian darkness-- constantly, all the 24hrs. In my good days and bad days always You are and will remain along with me. Baba, You are so gracious. Baba, when I am surrounded by the fog of hopelessness and despair, & when my life becomes burdened, then it is very difficult for me to move ahead-- all my inspiration is lost. And when I cry in pain and the tears are rolling down my cheeks like a river, and when I am drowned in pessimism, then I think that this life is useless and that this whole world is poisonous. In that case I feel it is better just to die. When I am in such a crisis, then with a very pleasant and sonorous voice, Someone appears in my mental abode and in a very sweet & intimate way He whispers, 'Do not worry, I love you'. Baba, the effulgence of Your divine love never gets extinguished; Your love is eternal and never fades or ends. In this mundane world, everything comes and goes. Baba only You are eternal and infinite. You are the sweetest Entity. You are that force that never stops. You are that magnificent bliss that never diminishes-- always that bliss is growing and growing. Baba, You are my everything: The be-all and end-all of the life. By Your grace I am under Your shelter. Baba, in the deep core of my heart the only request I have is that: Please do not forget that I am sheltering myself in You, at Your lotus feet. Baba, by Your infinite grace-compassion You are remaining by my side always...
Namaskar, Here is a news update about the dire way our wts, and in particular our Didis, have to live while the fire of groupism burns high. Can you believe that some of our dedicated field workers cannot even get a morsel of food to eat at RDS and at the various WT camps like ETC. It is not because there is no food. There is food. But those ruling Dadas and Didis will not give food unless general wts can pay the price and fund the war of groupism. Please read the following with care and remember that so many good workers are being tortured at the hands of those few top Wts. Below are details and accounts from the recent RDS and various camps.
Due to the continued groupist war carried out by those factional Dadas, all wts are getting a bad name. That is the tragedy. In truth, there are so many field workers who sincerely desire to spread Baba's ideals. Yet many family margiis have lost faith entirely in the Wt structure, after witnessing the repeated nonsense and hypocritical actions of Wt group leaders. That makes it very, very difficult then for general workers, and especially Didis to survive. They cannot get any donations. Through it all, those top groupist Wts do not help those general workers at all. Rather they view them as lowly beings whom they can freely abuse and cheat. See here the horrifying scene that is going on.
Nowadays, so-called Central Dadas and Didis are so inhumane that they do not care one lick about the condition of general works. In particular, ever since Nigama'nanda became General Finance Secretary of the Ranchi administration, it has been a double hammer blow on the field workers. Nigama'nanda is trying to suck the last drop of blood from our workers. Nigama'nanda is the main perpetrator from the Dada's side, while Didi Ananda Nitimaya' and Didi Ananda Prabha' are the two main Didis who are creating hell in the life of general workers.
In the name of doing service and managing all kinds of projects, top Dadas are grabbing every last penny from general workers and using those funds to fuel their groupist war. They are using whatever money they can get on lawyers, court cases, ammunition, etc. They are not leaving even a single penny in the pockets of general wts such that workers cannot even eat at the scheduled camps. Nowadays "Centre" has fixed fees for food at RDS. Most recently at the past RDS, Centre charged 300 Rs. for food in ETC and WRC Camps. And then after the camps again they demanded money for food for 3 days of RDS. They charged 200 RS. for each workers at RDS when they know that general workers in Delhi sector do not have much money. In fact, many Dadas and Didis who had no money or less money they could not afford to even get food in RDS. They had to literally starve. Or they took chura (puffed rice) that they had brought with them from the field. Such is the extreme greed and audacity of those group leaders. They literally have not even a single ounce of good feeling or compassion for our dedicated field workers. Those greedy groupists take every rupee and watch gemeral wts starve at our own AM camps. That totally flies in the face of Baba's mandate that supervisory workers should watch out for the welfare of their junior workers etc. Let us also keep in mind that these so-called Central Dadas & Didis get donations from margiis in order to hold RDS and camps. Hence there is money already allotted for this purpose. But those Dadas stuff that money into their groupist war chest and then make the common workers pay high fees to eat. And if our workers cannot pay then they are forced to starve or eat crumbs only. This is the living reality of being a Wt in Delhi sector.
DSL from Faizabad, A'nanda Saumyashekhara' had very little money left. She had already paid 300 RS. as Camp fees. So she was not allowed to take food in RDS. Didi Ananda Nitimaya' who is one of the ring leaders and slavemasters from the Didi's side, abused our simple DSL Didi and stopped her from getting any food. Sahebganj DSL Didi humbly requested if she could pay 100 RS b/c she had no more money than that. But instead of getting an understand reply, that Didi got beaten by Didi Ananda Prabha' and Didi Ananda Nitimaya'. Such is the way that RDS and the camps are going on. Those top Dadas and Didis have sold their soul for groupism and the lust of post. In their heart there is not even an morsel of family feeling or compassion for their wt brothers and sisters. They minds and heart have become totally brittle and hard due to years and years of gang warfare. They have become leeches who suck the blood of good human beings.
During the entire time of RDS, Citsvarupa'nanda and Nigama'nanda kept trying to snatch money from workers. So instead of Reviewing, Discussing, and Solving organisational problems at RDS, instead RDS has just become one punishment session for general workers and a time when top Dadas can steal every possible rupee from them. Ever since "Centre" stopped receiving big money from smuggling guru Pranavatmakananda and business CEO Citkrsnananda, the Central Dadas have been struggling to finance their group war. In result, they are especially harsh on the field workers. All in all the situation is quite pitiful and shocking. It is hard to believe that this is the way things are moving in our Marga. Our good Wts are being smash into the earth by those groupist monsters. Who would have thought that Baba told the following to not only describe corporate CEO's, but this below teaching applies to those top Wts also. Baba says, "A mind which runs after money moves in very crooked ways." (HS-2)
One other hidden factor behind why those groupist leaders are hoarding massive amounts of money is this: Those Wts are not getting on in their years. They are no longer spring chickens. Now many of then are in their 70's. And after years and years of degraded thinking they have lost all link and connection with Baba. They have forgotten they have come on this earth to serve Him. And they have utterly lost the belief that Baba is taking care. They do not at all feel that they are living under the shelter of Guru. Thus they think only money can give them comfort and relief in their old age. They have totally forgotten Guru's grace. In essence, they have left the shelter of Guru. In that way, money has now become their god as they think if they get money then in their very old age that money will give them care and comfort. Such is their degraded mentality, and pitiful condition. Their heart is bereft of any spiritual or devotional feeling and instead they are putting all hope in their bank account. Little do they know that money will never save them in their hour of need.
Let us all take time and reconsider how we can best help our field workers in this dire situation when top Dadas & Didis are literally sucking their blood like leeches.
By Baba's grace, He is calling all unto the path of beatitude. However, some do not pay heed to His call. Here below Baba colorfully describes the fate of those top Dadas and Didis who abuse others in their lustful pursuit of money. All should pay heed to Baba's warning. Baba says, "The very nature of the mind is to become as it thinks. If it thinks of money, the mental stuff will one day, in a gradual process of crudification, be converted into money. After one’s physical death, the mind will be converted into money, and may find shelter in the iron safe of a moneylender. Will that be desirable? No, certainly not!" ('Yoga and Tantra) Namaskar, Mahesh
****************************************** Sadhana?
"Baba says, "Whatever a man is to do in his spiritual life he is to do-- why? Because he is in love with the Supreme Entity. Love is the first word, love is the starting point, and love is the last point." (AV-12, p. 13) Note: Baba's above guideline is very beneficial for sadhana. However these days some innocent or simple people just do meditation for "mental peace". And ever worse some wts do sadhana for show-- to pose themselves as someone great. Such workers do hardly an ounce of sadhana when they are alone; but when they go to margiis' houses then in Hollywood style they sit in meditation for a long time. All done in order to put themselves on display and create one show that they are highly elevated sadhakas. Certain margiis do a similar thing when they attend retreats. But by looking at the on-going conduct of such margiis one can understand how far they are really doing sadhana or not. It is just like if you are approaching one animal at night. At first you may think that it is a tiger or a lion, but when that animal makes its weird 'Huan, Huan' sound, then you know that it is just a jackal. Same is the case when being around those types of few margiis and wts who put on a show of sadhana. By their conduct and dealing they just expose themselves etc.

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